The Bad Influencer

Today started out productive. I wasn't in the mood for breakfast foods so I ate a small portion of my chicken and herb stuff. The flavors intensified and it was much more satisfying. I then started cleaning the guest room closet. I found a container with so many handbags, I haven't seen in years. It was much like Christmas. I will use them again. I refuse to let go of such pretty handbags, especially since most were gifted to me by my mom and husband. Did I mention in a previous post I have a handbag obsession? This photo is just a small portion of my collection. This was just what was found hidden away. Seriously my collection is much, much bigger. One day I might show it all. But it is ridiculously embarrassing.🤦‍♀️

I was able to go through my closet and purge a large amount of clothes. I have held onto outfits out of guilt because of the cost. Plus size designers are notorious for charging more for their garments. I understand it is necessary for the amount of fabric it takes to cover my hefty butt. I used to frequent Ralph Lauren, because it was classic and who doesn't look good in a sharp looking polo and jeans. I also found myself getting rid of dresses that had tags. This was due to the fact that they were too big. I am proud to say I am smaller than I was ten years ago. I placed everything in heavy duty trash bags and I am donating them to a woman's shelter. Gently and not used clothing can help another woman get her start. I do have another closet to tackle tomorrow. I am sure I will have even more to donate.

I have found that keeping things keeps me holding onto an emotion of self-doubt. I keep the clothes because what if I do gain weight and it will be easier to wear what I already have than have to drag myself to the mall to drop a ton of money on designer clothes. I can no longer keep this defeated attitude. My mantra is "Out with the old, in with the new." I pray my donation blesses someone in need.

Today hubby and I drove into Houston for a goal. A goal to find my motivation gift for my weight loss. Most would say that my health and transformation should be enough. Uh...yes and no. Everyone ticks differently. My motivation is a fashionable one. We were unsuccessful in Houston. But found the perfect gift at our local mall. I will reveal this in July. I hope I will have more than one thing to post.

This was today's outfit with glasses, the picture was eh and the lighting was bright, so I have closed eyes. But I think I looked presentable for a day out on the town.

This was yesterday's outfit and not much different other than the color palate. Remember when you are plus, when you find a garment that works and flatters...get it in every color. Save yourself the trouble of looking any further. Sorry for the bad lighting and weird facial expression. Husband is a single picture guy and didn't have patience to take more.

So after no luck in the big city, we opted for a late lunch/early dinner. Linner. 😀

We have the hardest time deciding where to masticate. We finally decided to try the King Ranch Texas Kitchen. It was located in uptown just down the road from the Galleria. It was a quiet meal. Our waiter was ever so helpful and knowledgeable about everything King Ranch. I did not feel the same vibe about this place as you do when you enter the King Ranch Saddle Shop in Kingsville. He wasn't aware his diner was from Kleberg County and knew even more about the King Ranch. Our meal consisted of the following:

Appetizer - Pan de Campo - their version with cheese. It was delicious but probably not what I should have eaten. But It was different and flavorful.

Our shareable starter was a shrimp, pineapple pico de gallo, with chipotle mayo corn tacos. This dish was the highlight of the meal. Very fresh and bright and I should have stopped at this dish.

Our main dishes were good. Hubby had grilled redfish topped with crab and shrimp. I had a ribeye topped with chimichurri sauce and grilled mushrooms, with a side of crispy brussels sprouts. They were okay, and they gave a large portion but they were heavy sauced and a bit too much. The steak was cooked perfectly. But in the end I wish I had picked something much lighter for the entrée.

The waiter asked if we wanted to see the dessert menu, and I say eh, because I was full. Husband said "sure." We chose the homemade German Chocolate Cake and it didn't disappoint. But we both felt we overate and the dessert was not necessary.

The restaurant

was good. Lot's of hype for a steakhouse. It was pricy and highly unlikely we will go again. We can do just as well closer to our house, or even at our house for a quarter of the price.

On the way home, hubs told me he was disappointed that he influenced me to eat poorly. I appreciate him saying so, but I did pick up the fork and eat it all on my own. No one forced me. I don't regret the cake. It was delicious. But I remorseful for only sticking to my new lifestyle for less than two days.

Today was a good day. I didn't wallow in the fact I ate something I shouldn't have. But I am going to spin this positively. I won't eat this dessert again because I want my GOAL GIFT!

Tonight we ended the evening watching the Orange Bowl. My husband is an Aggie and huge college football fan, as am I. We didn't get to go to any college games this year due to Covid, but we are optimistic for next year. The seats might even me more comfortable for me next year. I can make my goals a reality. Just teltschik like it is. Goodnight!